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The other night, my mom called to invite me over for a family get together. As usual, I was being my funny and snarky self when I accepted the offer, “I’ll be there, and I might even shower first!” to which Mom replied, “What is it with you moms nowadays not having time for a shower? When you and your brother were little I still found time to bathe regularly. Just take a shower!”

My mom wasn’t trying to give me “the business”. This wasn’t one of those, “when I was a kid I walked uphill, in the snow, both ways to school” speeches. This was my mother’s real observation of the current state of parenting, which is kind of fascinating. When did bathing become the holy grail for the SAHM? I know I’m not alone in this. I hear it from other moms ALL THE TIME. When did it become more difficult for me to start running water, strip down to my birthday suit and wash my bits, than it is for me to keep up a humor blog, raise a family, keep a house, and keep my sanity?

That’s when it hit me. Fucking Ouch!! No, the baby, literally, flung a sippy cup at me and it clocked me in the face… just now.

As I assessed the damage to my puffy eye, and went to get some ice (for my wine) the epiphany hit me. I’m a hands-on, no-holds-barred, in-your-face, mom. The only times my children are confined are when they are napping, which seems like never, and when they do finally drift off to la-la land, the last thing I feel like doing is showering. I feel like reading a book, or watching a show, or scrolling through Facebook or…. ANYTHING, BUT SHOWERING.

Is it the nudity? Is it the hot/cold thing? Is it the fact that I desperately need to clean my shower? Possibly. It could also be a sign that I have very little to shower for. I mean, if my clothes are clean and I’ve sink washed the important “parts” it’s not like I’m having tea with the Queen anytime soon. Come to think of it, if the Queen did invite me to tea I’m sure she’d realize that I’d probably show up: sans-shower, in reversible yoga pants, with baby spit-up on my shirt. The Queen wouldn’t want to hang with me for my clean hair. I won’t hold my breath for that invite.

And here’s the thing… I’m not a “dirty girl” (well, I have a filthy mind but that’s a whole different post). I’m just a super busy girl. Like, right this second, I’m writing this post with one hand, signing my kid’s homework planner with the other hand and taking a break from writing to open a cheese stick wrapper with both hands while I re-position the baby to be far away from the rock garden because rocks aren’t food. Be right back.

In a couple of years all my kids will be in school, and I’ll start bathing on the regular – I promise, mom – but until then… until then, its clean clothes, hair with dry shampoo (which totally doesn’t work on me, by the way) and sink baths. Parenting small kids is starting to remind me a lot like my twenties, except with less going out and more wine.

We are definitely gonna need more wine.

 

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We’ve all heard it a million times, “Motherhood is a thankless job.” Well, I’m here to tell you, that’s some straight up bullshit. Yes, motherhood is the most thankless situation in the history of time; you do everything for everybody and they only realize this awesome feat when you fuck something up, but… It’s not a job. Prime example, today was spirit day at the 4-year-old’s school which means he’s supposed to wear a specific shirt. I vividly remember, washing this shirt, folding this shirt and putting it in his drawer. Of course we couldn’t find it today. Of course, it’s misplacement was a disaster of epic proportions and of course, my middle child went off to school, in the wrong damn shirt, thinking that I sit on the couch and eat Cowboy Bark from Trader Joe’s all day (which I really should start doing if shirts are gonna grow fucking legs and walk away).

The point of all this is that motherhood isn’t a job. By definition, a job is a situation where you work… and earn money. Shit, unemployment in this country is more of a job than motherhood. And with a job you get vacation time (I can’t remember the last time I had a vacation from motherhood) and sick days (SICK DAYS!!?? I currently have a sinus infection and a double ear infection, still doin’ the mom thang) and mental health days (Don’t even get me started on how bad I need one of these).

Nope, I am not working at being a mom. There is no severance package. There is no 5 o’clock whistle. There is no lunch break. Some days, when my head hits the pillow, I close my eyes and recall some adorable moment shared with my children: a funny little nuance, a real belly laugh, a “thanks mama,” or a sincere, “I love you,” and my heart is full with payment. But most days… most days I don’t remember getting into bed; body heavy with the physical and mental labor I’ve shelled out with every fiber of my being. This isn’t a job because it never ends. My life could be equated with being the janitor at the mall. You mop the mall floor, over and over and over again, just to watch a heard of people walk over the spot you just mopped, leaving a trail of muddy footprints in their wake. Never able to rest the mop against the wall and examine your completed handiwork. Except even that guy GETS PAID!

I really wish I could listen to that sage advice of the old lady at the supermarket. The one who grabs the baby’s cheeks as he gives her a megawatt smile and she touches my arm and whispers, “Enjoy it darling, it goes by so fast,” because I know she’s right. It is going by at a rapid pace, but I can’t even savor that fact because it’s all I do. Motherhood has swallowed me whole and while sometimes I wish it were a job, just so I could throw a basket of laundry on the damn floor and scream, “I QUIT. TAKE THIS JOB AND SHOVE IT!” I can’t. I don’t. Because it’s not a job, it’s my life.

A mental health day would be nice though.

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The three-month stretch after my 13th Birthday has been burned into my memory. I spent every afternoon writing thank-you notes for the amazing Bat Mitzvah gifts I had received. Although I always loved writing, I also have atrocious penmanship, so the battle that my mother and I fought was long and hard. Eventually, she was the victor… but I made the labor just that, work and I still dread writing thank-you notes.

But receiving a proper thank-you note after sending a thoughtful gift is the correct thing to do. Etiquette is where you demonstrate you know what is correct social behavior. Now, I’m no Emily Post, and I don’t always do what’s expected of me, but I’m finding fewer people in the world who even seem to understand the concept.

The latest technical advances have changed the rules of etiquette. Now, when you receive a gift, you can send a thank-you via Facebook, or email, or even text message. Shit, the last time I threw a birthday party for one of my children I was shocked at how few people actually RSVP’d. I wondered if that term, in all its abbreviated-French glory had been lost in translation. Even without the responses people still showed up, sometimes bringing additional kids I hadn’t planned for. And some people I expected to be there didn’t show their faces at all. “It’s fine, we’ll manage,” and I meant it, and we did. Come to find out, I’m a bit more laid back than most.

Today, I read a news piece from the BBC about a 5-year-old boy who was unable to attend a friend’s birthday party (even though he initially said he would attend) and the parents of the birthday child invoiced his parents for the money they were out. Yeah, let that sink in a minute. Here’s the article:

Party invoice: Boy sent bill for birthday no-show

As I read this my head started to spin. Sure, by correct etiquette standards, the child’s parents should have called the people throwing the party when they discovered their child wouldn’t attend. But they didn’t. Is it really worth the $24.11 to start a war with these people? Now, the children aren’t allowed to play together anymore and shit, the BBC is now covering the story. Does anyone feel whole after that?

I mean, what next? Are people going to throw huge weddings and then bill their guests who don’t give them a monetary gift which covers their meal? Are we going to stop handing out goody bags to those we don’t feel invested enough in our child’s gift? Where do we draw the line with this? If acceptance of an invitation is actually a contractual obligation, then I’ve breached many a contract when I’ve had cramps, a kid with an ear infection, or just didn’t have the urge to put on pants to leave the house.

My take on it is this… you are choosing to throw a party. No one is forcing you to do that (except maybe your kid) and if your out-of-pocket expenses are going to put you in the red, maybe you shouldn’t have a party in the first place.

Yes, it is supremely aggravating when you have a no-show at a party, but I just can’t see myself being pissed off enough to write-up an invoice, drop it off to school, have the teacher put it in a child’s backpack and wait. Did they actually think they’d receive a check in the mail? Really? No way. This is just some passive aggressive bullshit at it’s finest. You were pissed, so next time you know… don’t invite that kid to your next party.

I wonder what Miss Manners would think of this one.

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The little people are everywhere. They surround me. I spend 20 hours a day making sure they are alive to see tomorrow. Some days are easier than others: school days, the day my husband put the baby gates on the stairs, the day the baby and the 4-year-old napped at the same time. Some days… not so good: the day the baby discovered the toilet bowl, the day the 9-year-old forgot his homework at school, the day all I wanted was a shower (and I didn’t get it).

My patience wanes as the sun sets. I go from Mary Poppins to Cruella De Vil in an instant. All of a sudden the questions asked of me get more ridiculous, and I throw out the No’s like a major league pitcher on opening day. “But WHHYYY MOOMMMYYY?”

Because I said so.

It really is the most ridiculous phrase around. Because I said so? What kind of stupid shit is that? All this time I spend with my children, reading to them, playing with them, building things with them… what I want is to create thinkers; little people with brains who will grow up to be men with brains. And then I lose my patience because the day is long, their requests are limitless and all that work goes right out the window.

Because I said so.

As if, instantly, all of them have become little Veruca Salts… “I want an Oompa Loompa NOW!” and instead of using my mind, “Honey, you can’t have an Oompa Loompa, because they are mythical beings that only exist in the movies and literature, and where would he sleep?” I give them a whole lot of, “No. Because I said so.”

Because I’m tired. Because I’m over having to explain every decision I make to someone who’s 4 foot tall. Because I’m too lazy to too busy or too over all of this to make/assist/adhere to whatever you want, the moment you want it.

So, right now? The answer is no.

Because I said so.

You’ll have better luck asking for the same ridiculous thing in the morning.

Unless you keep me up all night…

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I love my children. I love them in a way I never knew love existed. A mad, crazy, I’d-catch-a grenade-for-ya love. But love like that is exhausting. Motherhood is exhausting. Just because I love my children doesn’t mean I always have to like what needs to be done. You could find more mental stimulus working in the County mail room then in the day-to-day of a Stay-At-Home-Mom. And there are times and situations where I have to mentally check-out just to cope.

1. On weekends, at lunchtime:

One of the many jobs I held during my teenage years was waiting tables in a diner. I was an awful waitress. The soup was always brought to the table cold, I never got the salad dressings correct, entrées were often staggered throughout the meal, and split checks? Yikes. Now, motherhood has put me right back in the throes of the diner once again. Except now, I’m the chef, the waitress, the busboy, and the cleanup crew all balled up into one frazzled package. And I can’t even flirt with the cute dishwasher. Oh shit, I am the dishwasher. How could I forget about that? At least during the week I can make lunches while they sleep for the next day, not having to listen to them complain about how they have too much (or not enough) ice in their cup.

2. Before nap time:

Without Curious George the 4-year-old won’t nap, without Netflix there is no Curious George, without Comcast there is not Netflix. So, as you can imagine, there is often no nap. HE NEEDS A NAP.

3. When I’m trying to complete a project:

I’ve been trying to clean the garage fridge for 3 weeks. Whenever I get everything emptied out, something else needs my immediate attention. The 9-year-old needs a specific book off the top shelf, the 4-year-old wants my undivided attention to show me the cool trick he’s just realized he can do (this time it was farting on command) and the baby? Well he’s mobile now and attempting to climb the stairs every chance he gets, so… projects? Not so much.

4. When they have to complete a project:

The 4-year-old had to color a project from preschool at home. Normally, he loves to color but once I was involved it became the biggest case of oppositional defiant disorder I’d ever seen. I was eventually able to persuade him with the promise of chocolate and 25 rounds of Candy Land. I can’t wait until he’s in Middle School. {eye roll}

5. During homework time:

The 9-year-old is pretty good about getting his homework done. Unfortunately, that’s usually the exact time his younger brother decides to pelt him with Nerf bullets, or sing Frosty the Snowman at the top of his lungs. This place is a zoo, and not in a cute, Matt Damon, We Bought a Zoo, way.

6. The last days of winter/spring/summer break:

3 weeks off in a row has been mind numbing. Any parent who says different is a teacher.

7. When I’m on the phone:

If I ever want my kids to pay attention to me, all I need to do is make a phone call. Come to find out, all kids are like this, and since most of my friends are parents too, we end up in a 30 minute conversation where we haven’t been able to say anything to each other but can recall, precisely, the infractions of each others’ children.

8. When they are fighting:

This is ALL. THE. TIME. The sweetest brotherly moment can erupt into World War 3 out of no where. Once, I watched them fight over who was playing with the baby and how the other was stealing the baby’s attention. “There’s enough baby to go around,” was the incorrect way to settle this argument.

9. When I catch them in a lie:

As my oldest quickly becomes a tween I’m catching him in lots of fibs. It’s annoying, it’s depressing. Doesn’t he know he can tell me anything? I’m not always going to like the truth, but I’m always going to love him. Hopefully he learns that lesson. And quick.

10. When they’re not around:

I know it sounds completely silly, there are so many times I think, “I wish I had a minute to breathe/think/not have to talk/pee/not have to hold someone” but when my kids aren’t in this house I miss them like crazy, and I worry. Even when they are in situations with people I unequivocally trust. That’s the thing about being a mom, I have 3 little people who are carrying around a piece of my heart, and it’s only entirely complete when we all are together.

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This is, hands down, the greatest breakfast casserole known to man. Just the mere mention that I will be assembling it gets my family excited. It’s savory, it’s satisfying, it’s my go-to recipe for special occasions and days that will be spent laying around in pajamas.

One of my favorite parts of this dish is that it can be made the day before and keeps really well in the fridge overnight. Because life is hectic enough without having to wake up early to make breakfast. Shit, everyday breakfast around here is usually not cooked. It’s just poured.

The texture of this casserole is reminiscent of a really good stuffing. But with bacon, hello… Bacon!! You’ve got to try it.

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Preheat oven to 350o F.  Lightly oil a 9 x 13 glass baking dish.  In a large bowl, toss the bread with the olive oil and spread on a large rimmed baking sheet.  Bake for about 20 minutes, tossing once or twice, until the bread is golden and lightly crispy.

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Meanwhile, in a large skillet, cook the bacon over moderately high heat, stirring occasionally, until crisp, about 8 minutes. I usually cook my bacon on my trusty electric griddle to save time and I reserve the fat. Don’t forget the fat. I mean, this isn’t health food. While the bacon is doing it’s awesome little cooking dance I cut the onions and the tomatoes. Transfer the bacon to paper towels to drain: reserve 2 Tablespoons of the fat in the skillet.

Now, this is usually the point that something else needs my immediate attention. Maybe the monkey wants to play Candy Land or the baby has a poop or I have to troubleshoot the fucking WiFi. Whatever it is, you can take a break and walk away from cooking now too.

Have you averted whatever pressing disaster was about to happen? Yes? Good. Let’s get back to this awesomeness!

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Add the onion to the skillet and cook over moderate heat, stirring occasionally, until softened, about 5 minutes.  Add the tomatoes and cook until liquid is evaporated, about 3 minutes. Right about now your house smells like heaven. Just imagine how awesome it’s gonna taste. You’re welcome.

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Return the toasted bread cubes to the bowl.  Add the contents of the skillet, along with the bacon, shredded cheeses, chives and broth. Although the recipe calls for chives I don’t use them. Kids typically don’t eat green stuff and I find the finished product doesn’t miss the chives at all. Stir until the bread is evenly moistened.  Feel free to sneak a little taste. Mmmmm. Spread the mixture in the baking dish and cover with lightly oiled foil.

If you will be serving this at a later date, now is the time to stick it in the fridge and walk away. Give yourself an hour for cooking time tomorrow. Good job!

When it’s time to cook, start here.

Bake the bread mixture in the center of the oven for 30 minutes.  Remove the foil and bake until the top is crispy, about 15 minutes longer.  Carefully remove the baking dish from the oven and using a ladle, press 6 indentations into the bread mixture (you can do 8 if you want to).  Crack an egg into each indentation.  Return the dish to the oven and bake for about 15 minutes, until the egg whites are set but the yolks are still runny.  Cook longer if you do not want runny yolks.

Serve right away while it’s warm.

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Bacon, Tomato and Cheddar Breakfast Bake with Eggs
Adapted from Food & Wine

1 pound white bread cut into 1″ cubes (16 cups)
1/3 cup extra-virgin olive oil
1 pound sliced bacon, cut into 1/2″ pieces
1 large onion, halved and thinly sliced
One 28 ounce can whole Italian tomatoes-drained, chopped and patted dry
1/2 pound extra-sharp cheddar, shredded (8 ounces)
1/2 pound Monterey Jack cheese, shredded (8 ounces)
1-3/4 cups chicken broth
6 large eggs

Preheat oven to 350o F. Lightly oil a 9 x 13 glass baking dish.  In a large bowl, toss the bread with the olive oil and spread on a large rimmed baking sheet.  Bake for about 20 minutes, tossing once or twice, until the bread is golden and lightly crispy.

Meanwhile, in a large skillet, cook the bacon over moderately high heat, stirring occasionally, until crisp, about 8 minutes.  Transfer the bacon to paper towels to drain: reserve 2 Tablespoons of the fat in the skillet.

Add the onion to the skillet and cook over moderate heat, stirring occasionally, until softened, about 5 minutes.  Add the tomatoes and cook until liquid is evaporated, about 3 minutes.

Return the toasted bread cubes to the bowl.  Add the contents of the skillet, along with the bacon, shredded cheeses,  and broth.  Stir until the bread is evenly moistened.  Spread the mixture in the baking dish and cover with lightly oiled foil.

Bake the bread mixture in the center of the oven for 30 minutes.  Remove the foil and bake until the top is crispy, about 15 minutes longer.  Carefully remove the baking dish from the oven and using a ladle, press 6 indentations into the bread mixture (you can do 8 if you want to).  Crack an egg into each indentation.  Return the dish to the oven and bake for about 15 minutes, until the egg whites are set but the yolks are still runny.  Cook longer if you do not want runny yolks.

Serve right away while it’s warm.

I even made you guys a menu card, because I’m fabulous like that. Click on it to save, or Pin, or print.

Enjoy!

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